Moving Forward!

happy b'day to me!!!! LOL
haha, well not today.. I'm  having a b'day in 31 march actually,
the more older you are I feel that you want to forget your b'day *A*
and slowly your body and your stamina show some change...
but hey!! I'm not that old..
and some said that Age are only a concept.

also about my last rants, I'm still torn in two, but I just cant make that kind of problem drag me and make me neglected my client right? I just have to moving forward,and do something about it,
I know I cant do 2 things in the same time, so why not make some schedule?
this day for drawing stuff, that day for sculpting stuff..
also will trying  to avoid to much opening  BJD website and news..
wich is kinda hard because my DA , Blog , Tumblr, Facebook are filed with BJD notification..
that will be a reason for me not to open them so I can be more concentrate with my works..

I do not want to let go of my dream, even if there is new dream coming invading my heart
I sacrifice to much to be in this position.. I wont let it go that easily.
I will keep making comic, pursue my dream, publishing comic and making artbook.
someday, you'll see.

FIGHT!

My heart Torn in Two

beware of rant ahead..

right now I feel suffocated... every time I try to working my daily job as freelance artist, its feel like my heart are stomped by a big rocks..
I realize I always feeling suffocated if I'm trying to do something I dont wanted to do..or becouse I have something more interesting to do than working...
and its not have any connection with drawing illustration or making comic..

its figuring out how to make good Ball jointed doll.. O_O

right now I'm making my second BJD  Yue
and even its hard and need lotsa patience to make this thing come true.
everything are very exciting..
its feel like I can satisfied my curiosity, and learning new stuff always refreshing..

I'm kinda person who are hard to focus, I easily get bored, but if I have something that I wanna do, that's the only thing in my mind.
all my close one said its like I'm obsessed..
I check on BJD news all day, all the time
while learning how to make good shape and good joints that I could practice to my dear Bjd..

and what about my current job? my contract? my passion in making comic?

I feel that like I dont care anymore..

and I feel that's bad..
I dont wanna be like this..
but everything feel so hard..
I dont know what to do..

Lolita Costume

so like I promise you on my earlier post.
I finish making the dress and the shoes for Flo! its took me four days and a broken thumb nail in the process but it worth the result. its not my best. but I'm happy for the result :)

btw the ribbon, the fabric, and the lace are all gift from my friend Lan-lan. thank you very very much for that >///<. but now you know that I'm using all material that are there for me (yeah cheapskate I know)
when I'm get used to pattern and buy a sewing machine, I might dare to but my own fabric an lace, and made some outfit that are more serious.. Its a promise :)

well then, here are the picture :)

flo new face up :)

the wardrobe set, including the shoe are made by me  and I'm very proud XD

btw.. dont forget about Nalika to, finally I manage to give her a make up :)

before and after 

hello there pretty face.. owh your smile just melt my heart 

Flo using Nalika Wig :P she look stunning!

and that all folks, thank you for reading ^^

My Doll Fashion

own a 1/3 live size doll with awesome body figure makes you want to give her a great clothes and fashion.
but you know in BJD world, not only the dolls are expensive, but the clothes are expensive to.

their wardrobe from shoes accessory, and undergarment are waaaay more expensive than the clothes I am wearing now..its almost seems its not fair LOL.
if I force my self to buy all that thing for Nalika and Flo, Im sure Im gonna go bangkrupt very fast.. and I dont want that happens. I also dont want my girls to life in luxury life while im here trying so hard to stay alive..
anyway.. the solution for that is sewing your own doll clothes.. I still haven't got a sewing machine yet (will buy it later for sure ) but lucky I knew how to sew with hand.

my mom said my grandma like to sew her own clothes to, without using machine and proper measurement. kinda like the way now, I am using my hand and just instinct to make the pattern and measurement XD.

the only time I could sew is when I'm comeback to my parents house, I put my girls there and the sewing tools are belong to my mother anyway XD
well here are some of the wardrobe that I manage to make for my girls

For Nalika, I plan for more tomboyish and casual Clothes.. Pardon for nalika still have bare face.. *A* I haven't done her make up yet..

For Flo the floating Head, because she have that feminine feature in her, I make here clothes for frilly and girly.

they dont have shoe yet, so Im planing to made them some shoe.. XD
here are the WIP for the shoe

after this, there will be other Clothes that I'm currently working on, I'm sew with hand so the process take a long time to spend, but its worth the time and I really enjoy it, Im glad now I have new hobby beside drawing nonstop and sleep lol


I'm also planing to buy another doll.. sound crazy to my pocket.. haha...

Daily Doodle

I'm so sorry for wasting papper ;_;

My First BJD (Ball Jointed Doll )

      Have you ever dream of having something for years, stuff that you actually don’t need but you just want  and dying to have them? Since 10 years ago, I dreamt for having a Ball Jointed Doll, 1/3 size of human, with joints than can pose in different gesture, with replaceable hair and eyes, with that gorgeous appearance who also sometimes look spooky and life like..
     I’m obsessed to have them, for years I try to forget about the intention to buy them, because not only its really expensive for my economic situation; I also don’t have any reason to have them beside my pleasure necessity.
     But years by years go by, I try to restrain my self, but the urge to have a BJD keep getting bigger and bigger, I just cant help it anymore, I just NEED to buy it, at least one so I don’t feel curious anymore about them, and can really hold and touch it in my arms.
I had enough of keep dreaming and drooling over their photos on internet.

So I decide to finally buy one.


    Its not that simple of course, there so many type of awesome BJD out there, which one should I choose to buy?
Picking your first BJD are not easy, I need years to find the right one, doing research in almost every BJD company I could find, comparing their dolls and prices. its very confusing. So I try to break down on what kind of dolls I want and need.
    Well, I need a female dolls, perfect body, awesome gesture and of course, pretty.
There are lotsa pretty dolls who match my taste, but only few who have perfect shape and gesture. This makes me easier for me to choose, and of course something with fair price to my pocket. I don’t want it to be so damn expensive, while I also know price show the product quality, so I need to be wise.

After confuse choosing between E-an  DOD, Feeple 60 Fairy doll, and  Iple house. I set my eyes on this stunning beauty.
Oasis doll Ling-Lan, sculpt by amazing woman Sarina J

 and how amazingly happy and grateful to God I am to tell you, yesterday I just pick up Ling-lan from the post office, and finally I could hold her in my arm.

3 kilos bro.. phew *A* also its a long way to the post office especially with public transportation (angkot)
its arrived safe in my house while my Mum and Dad looking really curious about this packet

Actually My Father who eagerly open the Box, and my Mum just speechless seeing what inside it

even tough she still a blank canvas now, she still look stunning!

the lingerie are free from oasis doll, I use handkerchief to cover her head  so she wont get cold.

Realize I took her picture, she cover her  face shyly

no Archie! I still don't have eyes and face up yet!

no close up to!

grrrrr Archie!

I try to make her do some poses, but she insist to cover her face

dont be shy, you have amazing body.. :D

my Body are ok, just not my face ..

awesome gesture and propotions.. those legs are to die for *///*

I choose ling-lang because she have that deadly smile that could melt your heart away, she have awesome gesture, and most important part. A stellar pair of feet.
many bjd owner and maker I know, not pay to much attention to little details like ankle and feet shape. Probably because later your dolls will wear some shoe or sock so people wont notice.
but I will.. and to me this part is very important.  I think Sarina feel the same to, all her sculpt have awesome feet that make me goes crazy LOL.

high heels feet

flat feet

   Ling-lan are amazing, Im so happy to have her.

Other BJD owners call their dolls daughter or Son, and they become mommy or daddy to their dolls, I’m not to sure about that, I don’t want Ling-lan to be my daughter.
but make her be my lover will make this more awkward.. LOL

Sarina gave her name Ling-lan, but now after she become mine, I name her

  Nalika.
and for now on she going to be my precious princess, and I cant wait to play and have fun with her J fu..fu..fu

ICER'S?

do you know the word that written on my ID t'shirt, spreading everywhere in my comic pages and my art work..?

people who notice about little stuff, always came to me and ask..
what is ICER'S??

its actually an weird anagram from my real name initial..>_>;
and Im using it since im in junior highs.. that are pretty a long time.. :D
and somehow.. I have a dream to have a publishing company or whatsoever in the name ICER'S..

^^; hahha

than I realize earlier that there are other people using Icers .. its a name to call forum user from Indo Cina community.. its I.C and became --> icers..
woah! what a coincidence.. X_X...
so that make me tempted to goggle search about ICER'S

and look what I found guys..
Icer's Inc. - Anti-skid Detachable Safety Soles
- [ Terjemahkan laman ini ]
Icer's Inc. - ICER'S feature a unique design that insulates feet from the ground keeping them warmer and dryer, yet provide extraordinary grip.

Welcome To Icers WebSite
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Non-profit organization for engineers, scientists, researchers, manufacturers, educators, students, and marketing and sales professionals in the Iranian ...
www.icers.org/

Imperial County Employees' Retirement System
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ICERS, the Imperial County Employees' Retirement System, is responsible for the prudent management of investments and benefits for its members and is ...
www.icers.info/


GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!! dammit!.. this kinda make me upset! hahhahaha

well because now my dream for having company with ICER'S name are gone.. other people already do that *sob*

well anywey..
have you ever playing with goggle search and using stupid keyword??

I do that lotsa time.. (gee.. its seems I have lotsa free time.. @_@; )
well its fun, and made me realize, how amazing this search engine is..pheew 3_3;
we living in such a big world isn't it?

oh yeah. go ahead and try it, you might find sumthing interesting to.. :)

Archie The RedCat Addicted Sydrom

narciss in action
HUAHAHHAHHAHA

yeah its me.. and actually I made it for my drilling thing..
100 Driil is my practice program inspired by my brother.. the achievement is to made 100 picture to improve my skill
I choose to draw realistic.. because you see its my weakness..

and that pic is my 12 drill, imagen how bad I am when the first drill I made.. ugh.. >_>
its such along way to go.. but its not impossible rite?
I will try my best! >_<

Fightt!!

Pervert Lil' Bastard

Pervert to the bone..

that what my aniki tough about me once.. (he even made a comic strip about it.. XD )
my colleague said Im maniac.. and my best friend call me with nick names like sukebe-chan (sukebe = pervert) or Prof. Sukebe

but I guess I pervert in a cute way.. (gyahahaha.. I dont think anyone said pervert is cute beside my self)
well because I think.. all my pervie thing is just a joke.. I dont really meant it.. I mean.. I dont do pervert stuff to others or to my self.. ^^; I just pervert in what I said and pervert when Im making some comic or tell some ideas..


but sumtimes I fell that Im so damn pervert.. is it because Im to honest? because I say what Im thinking just like that? because its just the way I am?

believe me.. I am pervert.. but not in the bad way..
Im still that cute lil' kitten that you want to hug and cuddle.. :P

hey did I allready tell you that Im honest? * LoL*

Yaoi.. everybody?

This is My fan-art of Sasuke and Naruto.. this images is contains Yaoi alert

do you know what Yaoi is?
Yaoi is a term to describe male to male relationship (gay) in anime and manga..
you can see here for the details

Im a manga artist.. I dont mind with yaoi for arts excuses.. in fact.. I enjoying shonen-ai( more soft than Yaoi, just a bond between male to male relationship and not included sex like Yaoi).. and many times Im having fun drawing shonen-ai..


well do you know Y-gallery
Im trying to having account there.. so I can draw BL (boys love) as much as I wanted to, and not have to worried being banned..
but guess what..
I've been banned.. ..twice.. >_<;

and both of them is becouse my age.. they think Im still a minor!! what the hell!?!
well yeah in my Deviant art Gallery I tell everyone Im 15 forever.. but thats doesn't mean Im 15 right?? Im just stuck in that age forever.. ^^; thats all...

can you believe me if I said Im still 15 year old? hah? do ya? do ya? do yaaa??
(you will if you meet me in person ;P )

uuugh that Y-admin making me feel so upset.. X( *slap-slap-slap*

I know a part off this problem is because my fault.. but hell!! come on? gimme a break will ya.. being banned twice/ thats is just to much!
or maybe God just protect me and will not let me active in such community.. God protect me from became a real sinner..
God protect me for being a Gay perfectly.. ^_^;

ah.. whatever... I just hope this problem will end soon.. so I could continue doing sin.. and fulfill my lust wahahahahahaha

*drop dead and go to hell*

My Name is...

My Name Is... Archie The RedCat..
seriously?

nooope of course not.. could some one have that kinda name for a real name?? :D

But Archie The RedCat is the name I always use to introduce my self.. and a lot people known me as Archie The RedCat to, only people close to me who know my real name.. and they are not plenty,, or they even call me Archie.. so sumtime I just forgot my real name.. ^_^;

how could I end up with this name anyway? well its started when Im still at junior high school .. someone accidently call me with names, I forgot who is the person is but that person call me with Ucing Bereum names

Ucing Bereum means Red Cat in my mother langguage Sundanesee. he call me like that because he said I look like a Cat.. and always dress up in red. Im identical with Cat, and Red.. I kinda liked the way he call me.. so I dont mind.. I even feel that is my true identity.. :)

Cat is my favorite animal among all, I even kinda obsesed with Cat.. well you know how person who obsesed with Cat.. since Im just a kitten.. I grow with Cat. I talk Cat langguage, I play with cat.. I imittate Cat.. and I look like cat..
Im a Cat in Red.. because I obsesed with red colour.. a color that resemblance with my own blood.. its a beutifull color.. and also powerful
most of the time I cant take my eyes from anything colored Red.. If I wanted to, I could dress up red from top to bottom everyday (but luckily I still have brain and dont do such thing) my t-shirt is red, my shoe and slipper is red, my backpack is red,accessories etc..etc.. are all red.. sumtimes Im so sick and tired with all red color.. but funny how I cant ignore it and keep obsessed with red.. Well.. the color red flow in my body after all :D

and Since Im in Junior High.. I always wanted to be a comic artist.. I want to be famous for making great comics. I all ready decide that.. so I gotta be ready.. I have to decide what names I have to use.. an alias, undercover name to keep out the fans from my personal lives.. a name to make me more famous and makes me unique.. a name that easy to be remember.. its just like a trade mark or a symbol.. an Icon to describe my self

I used Ucing Bereum name.. its quite unique right.. there no cats in this world have a red fur.. so I decide its gonna be my name.. but wait.. something is not right.. Ucing Bereum.. hh.. only sundanesee people who know what its mean.. so its still not perfect.. I need a name who make all the people in this world understand.. coz I wanted to be famous not only in Bandung.. but famous around the world.. XD

so I use English,the most language people use in this world..
yep thats right.. just call me RedCat than.. woo thats sound cool.. but its not enough.. I still dont feel satisfied.. RedCat.. is to long for me.. so I just use the initial.. its became R.C.. RC (pronounce Arsi.. and sound resemblance to Archie), eureka!! I've got it!! from that day.. my name will be Archie The RedCat.. dozo yoroshiku onegai simasu... XD

after that Im using it as my pen-name, when I join a comic contest, publishing my comic in the magazine.. publishing my comic debut.. etc.. etc..
its still a long way to be a famous.. such a long.. long road.. but Im getting closer to it.. Im not the same cat like when Im still a kitten.. at least now.. lotsa people know me exist in this world..

some one knows.. thats in this world there's a talented and jenius brat called Archie the RedCat.. waiting to be more and more famous each day..


wakakaka XD so grosss.. Im a narcism so I said that to my self.. sorry.. its okay.. I dont mind you guys puke reading how Im to over confidence..


see ya later alligator!!

Hellow there every body

this is my first time Im creating a blog, Im still a newbie, and My english suck..
so plis be gentle with me okay..
@_@