Silver Fierce Commission Step by step.

 well its another sexy Anthro Commission for Zac.
here is the step by step

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10$ commission part one

so I decide to make my note8 useful and worth the money I spend,also the fund are for help me to fix my computer .
Im using the advantage to be able drawing on tablet everywhere, anywhere, anytime I want, and turn it into commission. :D here is the result of the commission

commission for NiveousLamia

commission for madhatterkyoko

commission for PurpleS-cks

commission for FoxOfTwilight

commission for FoxOfTwilight

commission for MsRieke

commission for Ariade

commission for Ariade

commission for Ariade

commission for Ariade

commission for sopkambingususbabat

thank you for viewing.
if you interested in commissioning. just contact me okay ^^

a little present

Regarding my stressful struggle lately
I just bought myself a samsung note 8
which is not cheap for my pocket.
and i could easily turn the fund to be another bjd,
 but i didn't. And that is sumthing.
and i hope this tool of gadget can help me to be more productive in the future, and not otherwise..

why  I choose note 8?
because the size are medium, not to small, not to big, you can use it for text messaging and phone call, but most important part?

I can draw with it.

Setiap orang punya rejeki masing-masing.

current Project 2013.

-Broken winter chapter 12.
-Thingi fantasy novel Character design.
-6 chapter comic for local publisher.

debt.
-1 ongoing commission.
-artgift for Artchemtilnad.
-fanart for  some local indie game.
-traveling comic for local publisher.
- heavenly dragon reboot.

that's enough to make me stay away from social media for a while eh?

another Rant of the month

aaah I forgot that I have this blog,
because other social media like Facebook, twitter and Tumblr.
guess I'm drifted to mainstream community like other blogger who neglected their blogs again and again.

well its not like my Blog traffic is high and someone like to visit my blog and read it anyway, so I don't feel enough obligation to write something in this blog.

anyway. certain someone are telling about the struggling that I'm going trough this day.
saying that I'm not a Focus person and I forget my dream about being a great comic artist.
and that's all because social media and BJD

remember the time when I used to hate sosmed because they are to troublesome and I dont feel I'm social enough to use it.
and look at me now, everyday, the first thing I do when log on to the internet is checking my socmed account
to the point that made me realize, I'm addicted to it.

dear oh dear why, I'm addicted to it? while I used to feel enough by just writing in this blog that seldom people read?
the answer is...
I feel insecure about my self.. social media online made me feel better about my self. people who do stupid stuff, people who always saying good stuff about me and my works.

but why the hell I feel insecure?
because I never feel I'm good enough as a person, moreover as an artist.
I'm not that popular, I'm so so artist.
my art are good, but not awesome, my work are easily to forget.
and I dont have any reward or appreciation from some association or whatsoever to justify my mediocre achievement.

like when I stumble on other fellow artist, I always see their award, winning this winning that, hired by this company, speaker at this event, invited to aboard to join some exhibition etc etc.

while me? probably none..
even if there is
on the exhibition or the event, my works are drown and forgotten by others amazing art that make people stumble in awe.

owh I could rants for hour and hours about the reason why I dont feel I'm not better enough.
you probably say I'm not grateful and everybody have their growth and its wrong to comparing skill in art with others. etc etc.. okay I get that.
but this is not about that, its about why I feel insecure and then make me runaway to social media.
and that action for me I found it wrong.

I have read a review about someone regarding Indonesian comic artist, where you can found and contact one, and the person said, its easy to find me, I'm active almost everywhere.
BAM! right in the gut.

lol, come on think, actually how many professional artist, who have amazing work and achievement who also spend 80% of his/her daily life on the social media account?
tell me?
none?

okay that's what I meant my current addiction about social media are wrong.
damn I can totally use my time to do something much better that stalking people, doing gossips, and update my status or tweets,
I miss the old days when I'm not addicted on internet.. ;_;

I need to pull my modem away and start productive in art.

Magical Forest step by step

earlier I saw some picture in Tumblr about flooding forest in amazon.
its very beautiful and magical its inspire me to make some painting about flooding forest.
I want to make painting that makes people say
gee I wanna swim there..

the idea are very spontaneous, I'm working on with colors and not from sketch like usual
maybe that what people call muse?
you just draw and forget everything else, technique, concept etc..
I made this pic 3 days in Photoshop and neglected all my works.. *A*
Im so sorry my dear client, I just cant help it

also I draw this for my self after I having art block and depression for over 2 month.
I want to celebrate it with making paintings just to make sure I still can draw lol
also I dedicate this for the person who always support and keep me learning how to paint.
thank you so much ^^

anyway here are the steps, enjoy guys :)

The Details.

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Wolf Girl Step by Step

this is for some commission DA
as usual, I done everything on Illust studio if its comes to coloring in anime style, except the sketch that I done manually. and editing the color composition on Photoshop.
well here you go

you can see the finished piece HERE

Hakama for Nalika

Its been a while since I post something to this blog.

this one is another sewing project for my dear Nalika.
a Hakama Set, enjoy ^^

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