my ex have new lover.. and even we broke up for a long time..
still its feels so damn hurt..and jealous.. and envy.. and any others bad feelings that struggling in my heart..made my throat kinda feel choked..
and even I already found a new lover to, but still those 4 years in the past with my ex are memories that I just cant get over it easily..
even if rite now Im in love sooo much with my new lover, and the person that are beside me now its such a sweet and caring person.. who dont care how bad person I am.. who willing to take me as I am.. (not to mention a great lover and partner to.. :P )
but I dunno..
its feel sum thing is missing.. there is a hole in my heart and I just realize it now..
well I have to get over it sooner or later, what past is past.. now I have to concentrate to my work..
work RC, work!